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Must I Go
Jan 12, 2026 8:26 PM

Author:Yiyun Li

Must I Go

Richly expansive and deeply moving, an intimate novel of secret lives and painful histories from one of the finest storytellers we have

'This brilliant novel examines lives lived, losses accumulated, and the slipperiness of perception. Yiyun Li writes deeply, drolly, and with elegance about history, even as it's happening. She is one of my favorite writers, and Must I Go is an extraordinary book.' Meg Wolitzer

Lilia Liska is 81. She has shrewdly outlived three husbands, raised five children and seen the arrival of seventeen grandchildren. Now she has turned her keen attention to a strange little book published by a vanity press: the diary of a long-forgotten man named Roland Bouley, with whom she once had a fleeting affair.

Increasingly obsessed by this fragment of intimate history, Lilia begins to annotate the diary with her own rather different version of events. Gradually she undercuts Roland's charming but arrogant voice with an incisive and deeply moving commentary. She reveals to us the surprising, long-held secrets of her past. And she returns inexorably to her daughter, Lucy, who took her own life at the age of 27.

Must I Go is an unconventional epistolary novel, a gleefully one-way correspondence between the very-much-alive Lilia and the long-departed Roland. Though mortality is ever-present, this is ultimately a novel about life, in all its messy glory. Life lived, for the extraordinary Lilia, absolutely on its own terms. With exquisite subtlety and insight, Yiyun Li navigates the twin poles of grief and resilience, loss and rebirth, that compass a human heart.

Reviews

This brilliant novel examines lives lived, losses accumulated, and the slipperiness of perception. Yiyun Li writes deeply, drolly, and with elegance about history, even as it's happening. She is one of my favorite writers, and Must I Go is an extraordinary book.

—— Meg Wolitzer

There is no writer like Yiyun Li, no one in contemporary literature who is as masterful at digging into the uncertainty of our existence on this earth. And Must I Go is sheer brilliance. Lilia Liska is one of the most arresting, strangely funny, and complex characters I've ever met . . . Li does something truly transformative. She remakes our world for us, so we can figure out how to keep living in it.

—— Kevin Wilson

A masterpiece. This book haunts me more than any other novel I've read in recent years

—— Garth Greenwell on Where Reasons End

Any new book by Yiyun Li is cause for celebration, but now more than ever do we need the clarity and humaneness of her vision. Must I Go takes us into her familiar and powerful emotional territory, brilliantly exploring how what we love, what we lose, and what we mourn make, unmake, and remake us into the human beings that we are.

—— Sigrid Nunez

A portrait of resilience like no other, Must I Go takes Yiyun Li-and the reader-into entirely new emotional territory. Bracing and almost unnervingly perceptive, this is wisdom literature for our time.

—— Gish Jen

Fierce and intransigent

—— Joyce Carol Oates

An earthy slice of life in a small Southern town... A novel of friendship and loss

—— Library Journal

Strong and folksy storytelling...think Zora Neale Hurston...Sugar speaks of what is real

—— Dallas Morning News

A great book. I love it!

—— Alicia Keys

Glück is unparalleled in finding beauty in tribulation more so than any American poet since Emily Dickinson.

—— David Biespiel , The Oregonian

Glück's poems face truths that most people, most poets, deny ... A Glück book can seem both visceral and cerebral, full of thought and full of grit and pith. If the earliest successes echoed Sylvia Plath, the latest reach beyond American poetry, to the melancholy generosity of Anton Chekhov, the shifting perspectives of Alice Munro.

—— Stephanie Burt , Guardian

Glück's voice is like no other in modern American poetry. Her poetic domain--like that of Wallace Stevens--lies in the seclusion of analytic thought. The seamless continuity of her verse suggests a mind in perpetual meditation, deliberating in a state of waking dream. Her laserlike intensity purifies as it objectifies and erodes, leaving an indelible impression on the reader.

—— Rita Signorelli-Pappas , World Literature Today

Glück explores--with growing mastery and imagination, candor and wide-ranging inquiry, intensity and restraint--the turmoil of family life; the fever, bliss, and misery of lust and love; the circular battle with the self; age and death. For 50 years, Glück has been writing poems of formal elegance, psychic intimacy, brainy fusion, emotional acuity, and aesthetic splendor. Her assembled life's work is magnificent.

—— Booklist

Though Glück has held national fame since the late 1970s for her terse, pared-down poems, this first career-spanning collected may be the most widely noted, and the most praised, collected poems in some time.

—— Publishers Weekly

A rare and high imagination ... Glück's poems are delicately intense, spun out of fire and air, with a tensile strength that belies their fragility. Everything she touches turns to music and legend

—— Stanley Kunitz

Glück is a poet to guide us through the frightening world

—— Thea Hawlin

Glück's is a voice unlike any other, teeming with phrases and stanzas that are sets of instructions on how to be human

—— Ian McMillan

No doubt a mini-series beckons

—— Catholic Herald

Groff offers a world that is rapturous, rapacious, ecstatic, profane; a novel of seismic revelations.

—— Eley Williams

Matrix explores the story of Marie de France, a young woman sent to languish in a struggling convent that she begins to transform through her own leadership. Both epic and intimate, this sweeping novel explores questions of female ambition, creativity and passion with electrifying prose and sparkling wit. A propulsive, captivating read.

—— Brit Bennett, author of The Vanishing Half

Matrix is alive with lust and glory. In the incandescent Marie de France - visionary, cantankerous and uncowed by the constraints of her sex - Groff paints a portrait of sisterhood that shines out of the past and into the lives of women today.

—— C Pam Zhang, author of Booker-longlisted How Much of These Hills is Gold

Animated with sensual detail on every page and filled with lush, gripping storytelling that cuts to the bone, MATRIX resonates right into the present moment. I never thought I would find myself longing to be a medieval nun but Groff is a worker of wonders. This book is a ferocious joy

—— Madeline Miller

Lushly textured and uniquely vivid, Matrix settles itself on your mind like a dream or vision - it's absolutely stunning

—— Sophie Mackintosh

What a book. Perfectly done. I adored it

—— Max Porter

It's as brightly lit as an illuminated manuscript and would make the most perfect Christmas present imaginable

—— Naomi Alderman

Full of sharp sensory detail, it's balm and nourishment for brain, heart and soul

—— Guardian

Matrix takes the mysterious life of the late 12th-century poet - known today for her romantic lais - and runs with it . . . Groff explores themes of domination, death and desire in compelling (if at times, stomach-turning) detail

—— Financial Times, Best Books of the Year

However, like Groff's earlier novel, this becomes a vivid, immersive and at times wild account of female agency

—— Sunday Times

In Lauren Groff's hands, the tale of a medieval nunnery is must-read fiction

—— Washington Post

A marvelously told story of devotion, desire and ambition in the heart of a female utopia

—— Daily Mail

Matrix is another masterpiece from a writer whom few at this point can best

—— The Atlantic

Through Marie, Groff explores how a society's religious and gendered constraints can be turned on their head to create a utopia

—— The New Yorker

[A]n electric reimagining . . . feminist, sensual, magisterial, de France's saga is one of hardship and triumph, an unforgettable character whose far-seeing vision and devotion to the nuns in her community enable them to transcend what threatens to erase and silence them

—— Oprah Magazine

Matrix focuses less on Marie the author and more on Marie the abbess - and if you think that doesn't sound like the obvious angle for a fun and engaging story, you underestimate the scope of Groff 's imagination and talent

—— The Daily Telegraph

In these incandescent pages, Groff reverently imagines her way into the life and lore of Marie de France . . . Woven from Groff's trademark ecstatic sentences and brimming with spiritual fervor, Matrix is a radiant work of imagination and accomplishment

—— Esquire

Thrilling and heartbreaking, Groff crafts an electric work of historical fiction

—— TIME, Most Anticipated Book of the Fall

A transportive and meditative tale that will swallow you up from the very start

—— Newsweek

Groff, a premier stylist . . . .continues to grow, taking on a medieval foremother's story in her latest novel. The voice she finds for Marie de France . . . .will hold readers fast as the exiled Angevin royal becomes abbess of a convent, leading her charges through historic upheavals

—— LA Times

Feverishly exhilarating stuff

—— Chicago Tribune

With her unparalleled gift for sumptuous, sublime prose, Groff paints an engrossing portrait of a woman who, despite living in a world bound by constraints, experiences a life rich with passion and creativity. Surrounded by a supportive sisterhood, Marie uses strength and ingenuity to subvert the oppression of the patriarchy

—— Atlanta Journal Constitution

Utterly absorbing

—— Vogue

Splendid with rich description and period vocabulary, this courageous and spin-tingling novel shows an incredible range for Groff (FLORIDA, 2018), and will envelop readers fully in Marie's world, interior and exterior, all senses lit up. It is both a complete departure and an easy-to-envision tale of faith, power, and temptation.

—— Booklist

In this bildungsroman about the real-life 12th-century poet Marie de France, a teenage Marie is exiled to a blighted Benedictine nunnery, where she finds strength and power as a prioress

—— Vanity Fair

Powerful, sapphic historical novel . . . Richly realized with historical details that don't overwhelm

—— BuzzFeed

Readers will recognize her stunning prose and grand, mythic perspective. . . . in a tale that feels both ancient and urgent, as holy as it is deeply human

—— Entertainment Weekly

The pages are almost completely devoid of men - seen, but not heard - with Groff using poetic, melodic and yet fierce writing to breathe volume into themes of power, ambition and success from the perspective of women

—— Press Association

[A] propulsive, enchanting, and emotionally charged read

—— Washington Independent Review of Books

A clever spin on the story of Marie de France

—— Bustle

I loved this accomplished piece of storytelling. So much so, I added it to my Booker wish list at the last minute, a wish not fulfilled, of course

—— A Life In Books

Matrix is a rich, beautifully written novel about ambition and desire, and also witchy separatist medieval nuns

—— Vox

Mesmerizing and inspiring

—— Newsday

Medieval life can seem far from our modern grasp, but Groff vividly describes the daily workings of the convent, from prayers to practical chores. She has done her research and it shows in the rich details she provides of working the fields, preparing meals, governing novices . . . magical, a beautiful evocation of what women can achieve and what they can mean to each other

—— NY Journal of Books

[A] feminist foray into a medieval nunnery that is stunning in its labyrinthine artistry and sensual tracing of life as lived during the era of the poet Marie de France and the legendary Eleanor of Aquitaine

—— Lit Hub

Must-read

—— HuffPost

A[n] artful writer, Groff has no need for fantastic artifice to construct a world without men. She . . . gives us an extraordinary protagonist . . . Anyone who has read Groff's previous novels and stories knows that this author's greatest virtue is her economy of prose. A disciplined writer . . . If "Eleanor's best currency is story," that goes double for Groff . . . Groff's "Matrix" simultaneously transports us to a backward world that once was and the grim future that seems inevitable. And all this through the eyes of a group of extraordinary women who decline to live lives of quiet desperation

—— Gainesville Sun

[A] transcendently beautiful novel with sensuality, religious ecstasy, gender and power explorations, and a fair bit of tasteful gore. It's surprisingly delicious to read fiction about a historical figure we know so little about

—— Shondaland

I'm on page 17 and now nothing else matters . . . Once you have this book in your hands I feel certain you too will be consumed

—— Sarah Jessica Parker

[D]reamy prose . . . At its heart, the book's message is simple: joy can exist in darkness

—— Popsugar

Richly imaginative

—— AP

[A] relentless exhibition of Groff's freakish talent . . . an unforgettable book . . . ecstatic, refulgent, God-struck, heretical

—— USA Today

[A] creative, intelligent work that will last

—— Boston Globe

The real Marie de France may continue to elude historians but the speculative fiction in Matrix combine to produce an unfailingly absorbing novel

—— TLS

An uplifting novel in its own unique way, and up there with Groff's best work

—— iNews

Matrix forms an intensely focused character study, but also succeeds as a probing exploration of female power

—— Literary Review

A beautiful and beguiling novel that transports the listener utterly and completely to another world

—— Irish Examiner

Against a convincingly filthy and precarious medieval backdrop, Marie is a figure of dazzling complexity

—— The Times
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