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You Don't Have What It Takes to Be My Nemesis
You Don't Have What It Takes to Be My Nemesis
Dec 1, 2025 10:53 PM

Author:CAConrad

You Don't Have What It Takes to Be My Nemesis

'A tremendous ball of fire hurled into the dark recesses of our world' Ocean Vuong

'Radical . . . invites the reader to become an agent in a joint act of recovery' Tracy K. Smith

'Psychotropic, visionary songs of love and defiance' Ralf Webb

'Deeply informed by love, and a tenderness for the ravages and tumult of existence' Eileen Myles

'Queer . . . gorgeous . . . just stunning' Joelle Taylor

A captivating, original call for creative freedom from one of the most singular poets of our time

'this mechanistic world . . . has required me to FIND MY BODY to FIND MY PLANET in order to find my poetry'

Since their inception in 2005, CAConrad's (soma)tic poems have acted as an urgent appeal for an embodied, unfettered creative practice. Rooted in the Sanskrit 'soma', meaning 'to press and be newly born', and the Greek-derived 'somatic', relating to the body, Conrad's (soma)tic poetry reaches out from electrifying, esoteric rituals. Their methods are elaborate, and the results are unexpected: one, for instance, might begin by seeing the poet flood their body with the field calls of extinct animals - and end not only in a consideration of survivor's guilt and the destruction of ecosystems, but also in an elated sense of the presence, close at hand, of the many friends and lovers they lost to AIDS.

Conrad draws on these rituals to enter a political, physical and spiritual state of consciousness, meditating on ecology, queerness and grief in powerful, dreamlike poetry that invites us to engage with the essence of things. This new selection is a testimony to poetry's capacity to reconnect us with the present moment and put an end to the alienation we feel: from our bodies, our surroundings, our planet.

Reviews

CAConrad's poems invite the reader to become an agent in a joint act of recovery, to step outside of passivity and propriety and to become susceptible to the illogical and the mysterious

—— Tracy K. Smith

In what is now the classic CAConrad mode of both exuberance and defiance, this book, like much of Conrad's epical body of work, is a tremendous ball of fire hurled into the dark recesses of our worlds (minds?). Luminous, sobering, but not without a capacious kindness in its ethos, this latest is a vibrant achievement from one of America's most legendary living poets

—— Ocean Vuong

Conjured in the extreme present, this is a vital addition to the global poetry canon. Through a lifetime of devotion to craft, Conrad has achieved an inventive and astonishing collection: a haunting, a prayer, a connection. They show how the ancient technology of poetry is between all things, living and not. Queer and gorgeous, filled with grief and belonging, a body within a body. Just stunning. I am dumb-struck

—— Joelle Taylor

CAConrad always argues (from the inside of their poems) for a poetry of radical inclusivity while keeping a very queer shoulder to the wheel. Their kind of queerness strikes me as nonpolarizing, not intentionally but because of the fullness of their exposition, a kind of gigantism that seems to me to be most deeply informed by love, and a tenderness for the ravages and tumult of existence

—— Eileen Myles

These are psychotropic, visionary songs of love and defiance. CA celebrates poetry as a connecting force, a spell-work which binds us to the earth, animals, stars, and one another

—— Ralf Webb

CAConrad's work is as tough and as vulnerable as our bodies, as intricate and blunt as a flattened copper penny or a lily of the valley or the nests we'd build if we were birds. There's a love poem here for Jim Brodey, who once talked about poems bursting apart with 'extreme gracious information'. Right? Gleaming like a mineral in the contemporary nightmare, that's what this book is made of: through and through

—— Luke Roberts

I've been a fan of CAConrad's work from the beginning. There is always a necessary and vital life force at work in this poetry. This is a wondrous and essential selection of their noble life project

—— Peter Gizzi

At a time when I don't always know how to make sense of what's going on, CAConrad serves as a cleareyed seer

—— Jillian Steinhauer

August Blue is Levy's eighth novel, and since her 20s, she has been refining her ability to evoke feeling through writing rather than to narrate it. Her work is deeply influenced by art forms that express the embodied experience, like cinema and dance . . . Levy's writing is psychologically complex

—— Simran Hans , New York Times

[An] enigmatic novel . . . Deborah Levy's writing is rather like Philip Glass's music . . . mesmerising . . . enigmatic . . . refreshingly original

—— Amber Medland , Daily Telegraph

[A] wistful, fabular new novel . . . Since the 1990s, Deborah Levy's novels have combined a gauzy, episodic quality with pinpoint sensual detail drawn from peripatetic lives, crossing fluently between languages and national borders. Her style is full of gaps and sharp edges, circling around questions of gender and power, inheritance, autonomy and lack . . . The narrative here has a fittingly musical quality, running forward in spurts, pausing, repeating key phrases

—— Olivia Laing , Observer

Beautifully atmospheric . . . a dazzling portrait of melancholy and renewal . . . Levy is a master novelist and in August Blue, a beguiling story of how identities collide and crack, she shows us what it feels like to be a divided self

—— Independent ‘Best Books of 2023’

Deborah Levy delves into the deepest patterns of family connection and self-invention in August Blue, the riddling, elegant tale of a globe-trotting concert pianist whose subconscious is catching up with her

—— Guardian, 'Best Books of 2023'

Deborah Levy's hazy, dreamlike novels, often set in sun-drenched Mediterranean backdrops, are an essential accompaniment to any summer holiday . . . a lyrical, surreal trip of self discovery - one that is full of Levy's wit and curious images

—— Leila Slimani , i

A meditation on artistic creativity that is sensual, enigmatic and strangely addictive

—— Financial Times 'What to Read this Summer'

Levy is no stranger to the uncanny. Her novels teem with oddness, with dreamlike, vertiginous scenes

—— Lara Pawson , Times Literary Supplement

Levy's elegantly ludic investigation into selfhood, mother love and meaning

—— Guardian, '2023 Summer Reads'

Levy fans will delight in August Blue’s heady exploration of female creativity

—— Financial Times, 'Best Books of 2023'
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