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The Day That Went Missing
The Day That Went Missing
Dec 27, 2025 6:35 PM

Author:Richard Beard

The Day That Went Missing

*WINNER OF THE PEN ACKERLEY PRIZE 2018*

My younger brother’s name is Nicholas Beard. He was nine years old, and I was with him in the water when he drowned.

Life changes in an instant.

On a family holiday in Cornwall in 1978, Richard and Nicholas are in the sea, jumping the waves. Suddenly and inexplicably Nicholas is out of his depth and then, shockingly, so is Richard. Only one of the brothers returns to the shore.

Richard does not attend Nicholas’s funeral and afterwards the family return to Cornwall to continue the holiday. Soon they stop speaking of that day at the beach altogether. Years later, haunted by grief, Richard sets out to piece together the story. Who was Nicholas? What really happened that day? And why did the family never speak of it again?

SHORTLISTED FOR THE RATHBONES FOLIO PRIZE 2018

SHORTLISTED FOR THE JAMES TAIT BLACK PRIZE 2018

‘This captivating book, both heart-rending and jaw-dropping, unfolds like a detective story’ Daily Mail

‘A memoir of real truth and heartbreaking emotional heft’ Sunday Times

Reviews

A memoir of real truth and heartbreaking emotional heft

—— Sunday Times

This captivating book, both heart-rending and jaw-dropping, unfolds like a detective story

—— Daily Mail

A touching, painful disquisition on memory and forgetting and the tendrils that tie us to the past

—— Caroline Moorehead , Guardian

Clear-eyed, very sad, funny at times and, despite the story it tells, ultimately uplifting in its determination to confront buried truths.

—— Sebastian Faulks

A masterpiece

—— Craig Brown

A devastating forage into memory and the brutality of the stiff upper lip

—— Evie Wyld , Observer

What a wonderful book about tragedy, the tricks that memory plays on us all, and the bottomless capacity for denial that lies at the heart of a public school upbringing. I was quite undone by it - and also surprised, at times, by eruptions of laughter. For it proves, if proof is needed, that there's nothing stranger than a conventional English family

—— Deborah Moggach

A compelling autobiography showing the need to erase an early tragedy and the necessity, many years later, to discover what exactly happened. This is an unforgettable family story that explores human nature and involves us all

—— Michael Holroyd

I read nothing this year that I admired quite as much

—— Tom Holland , New Statesman

This is an absorbing, unsettling and at times painfully difficult read but by the end of the book it is clear that Richard found it cathartic to dig up the past. His story is an important examination of grief and denial and the huge damage caused by the idea that feelings and emotions are something best packed away and ignored

—— Mernie Gilmore , Daily Express

Jorge Semprun could not speak of what he had witnessed when he was released in April 1945 after 18 months in the death camp at Buchenwald… Richard Beard is scissored from Semprun’s cloth… As he proves time and time again in The Day That Went Missing, a wonderful memoir in which he writes himself back to life, the language does exist to make sense of grief. His book deserves to stand on the same shelf as William Fienne’s The Music Room, as a remarkable homage to a lost brother

—— Spectator

A moving, harrowing tale that is artfully told

—— Tatler

This brave, necessary memoir finds Beard struggling to bring the facts back to the surface… Some people still think it best to “move on” from trauma quickly, with minimal discussion. Beard’s book shows the price we pay for that illusion of movement is, emotionally, never to move on at all

—— Helen Brown , Daily Telegraph

One of the most impressive things about this most impressive book is Beard’s anxiety is that without the tragedy he would never have become a writer… Beard’s is a book about forgetting, about a very particular amnesia of sorrow. Beard is one of our most accomplished authors, and this is perhaps his most readerly book, in that it is all about decoding and deciphering, interpreting and imagining. But it is also just stricken. When he, eventually after nigh on 40 years, first cries on the beach, I dare the reader not to do so as well

—— Stuart Kelly , Scotland on Sunday

This memoir breaks all the rules. It’s brimful of anger and guilt, fails to deliver an uplifting ending and opens with a death… Beard has written an enriching rather than uplifting book

—— Marina Benjamin , New Statesman

Beard’s book is a belated attempt to confront the truths he had previously repressed, and it makes for both painful and riveting reading… The talent he foregrounds here is ultimately that of keeping emotion at bay – the devastating product of a scalpel-sharp intellect and an English boarding school education

—— Stephanie Cross , Lady

The Day That Went Missing is a book about a family tragedy that has the momentum of his brother’s life. It also has something of the mystery and intrigue of a metaphysical quest, since it is an attempt to capture the essence of someone long dead… Written in pellucid prose and artfully constructed, The Day That Went Missing is never sentimental or self-pitying and is all the more moving as a consequence… An act of love which honours and memorialises the brother he lost so traumatically

—— Jason Cowley , New Statesman

A family story of exceptional power and universal relevance

—— VIP

It is more than just a study on grief, exploring memory and the savagery of the stiff upper lip. No book has moved me more this year

—— Rosamund Urwin , Evening Standard

It is written in a searingly honest way and is quite unlike any other book I’ve ever read.

—— Nick Hillman , Times Higher Education

Extraordinary.

—— James Walton , Reader's Digest

In this haunting and courageous memoir, Beard at last confronts the events of the day his brother died.

—— Jane Shilling , Daily Mail

A compelling story, finely written and forensic in its search for truth... This account of one family's tragedy is a haunting story that lingers long in the memory

—— Church Times

An example of masterful storytelling

—— RTE Culture

With each novel Ryan gets better, and this moving and quietly insistent work is his best yet.

—— RTE Guide

You can sense his compassion in the bones of his work

—— Sunday Business Post

Devastating and masterful

—— Irish Country Magazine

A hugely affecting, moving read. I was heartbroken by the end, but adored every chapter

—— Image Magazine

Beautiful

—— Woman’s Way

Each section displays Ryan’s range as a writer... [he] writes with brilliant empathy.

—— Boston Globe

Exquisitely rendered, with raw anguish sublimated into lyrical prose.

—— Washington Post

Heartbreaking … Arguably the best of the new wave of Irish writers to have emerged over the last decade

—— Irish Mail on the Sunday, Books of the Year

Ryan has the gift of ventriloquism - he inhabits his fictional creations thoroughly, enveloping you in their worlds

—— Sunday Business Post, Books of the Year

Sublime

—— Irish Independent, Books of the Year

From a Low and Quiet Sea by Donal Ryan made me laugh and cry and forced me to look strangers in the eye

—— Liz Nugent , Irish Times, Books of the Year

Beautifully bleak and characterised by his remarkable ability to write about grief and common humanities.

—— Diarmaid Ferriter , Irish Times, Books of the Year

Beautiful, compassionate

—— Sinéad Crowley , RTÉ Culture, Best Books of 2018

Superlatives wouldn’t do for describing From a Low and Quiet Sea … understated, and gloriously heart rendering

—— Hot Press, Books of the Year

Strout turns her clear, incisive gaze on the intricacies and betrayals of small town life

—— Maggie O'Farrell

Anything is Possible is predictably great because it's written by Elizabeth Strout, and brilliantly unpredictable - because it is written by Elizabeth Strout

—— Roddy Doyle
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