Author:Jenny Downham

Tessa has just a few months to live.
Fighting back against hospital visits, endless tests and drugs with excruciating side-effects, Tessa compiles a list. It's her Before I Die list. And number one is sex. Starting tonight.
Released from the constraints of 'normal' life, Tessa tastes new experiences to make her feel alive while her failing body struggles to keep up. Her feelings, her relationships with her father and brother, her estranged mother, her best friend, and the powerful, bittersweet first love she finds with the boy next door - all are painfully yet beautifully crystallized in the precious weeks before Tessa's time finally runs out.
Dealing frankly with teenage life, Before I Die will be the year's most talked-about novel . . . Novels for young teenagers do not usually feature drugs and casual sex within the first 20-odd pages. But most books for teenagers will not leave an adult reader's eyes so blurry with tears that it's hard to see the final chapters. Jenny Downham's extraordinary first novel does both
—— The Sunday TimesDownham's prose is brave and bare, her characters relentlessly realistic
—— Dinah Hall , Sunday TelegraphDestined to drive hundreds of thousands of readers to tears and to swift injunctions to all their friends to read it
—— ObserverA novel that won't fail to touch those who read it, and despite the melancholy subject matter it manages to be hugely life-affirming. A book that will make you happy to be alive. 5 stars
—— Jo Hoare , HeatA work of great humanity and profound empathy. I defy anyone not to cry reading this book
—— Daily ExpressThis is an affecting and brave novel. Tessa is such a rich character . . . For everyone, it is a reminder to value the people that matter, seize the moment, wish with courage, adventure with relish, even if it's just a trip to the swimming pool, drinking hot chocolate or driving down a dual carriageway in the rain
—— GuardianBefore I Die is so real, so sad, so true - and I so wish I'd written it myself
—— Jacqueline WilsonBeautifully written tale
—— The BooksellerTough but tender, angry rather than resigned, Tessa is an appealing heroine whose company is never less than bracing
—— Nicholas Tucker , IndependentThis is an oddly uplifting novel. It's about love and friendship and family. It deals with death, but it's a hymn to life
—— Irish TimesMoving and extremely affecting . . . Whilst the story of a young girl with terminal leukaemia may not be the easiest of subject matters, the uplifting and perceptive way in which it is written made this a joy to read
—— Becky Stradwick , Publishing NewsLinguistic quirks and references to popular culture place this book at the heart of the world currently inhabited by teenagers and its frank, and at times almost nonchalant, discussion of crime, sex and death assures that it does not preach or patronise. This truly is an extraordinary debut novel
—— Writeaway.orgIncredibly life-affirming
—— lovereading4kids.co.ukThe novel is a revelation . . . infused with a biting, refreshing irreverence . . . Its profound and stirring, its well crafted, you won't be able to get it out of your head for weeks . . . an unforgettable novel
—— Seven Impossible Things Before Breakfast (blog)It's beautifully, lyrically written with a penetrating awareness that flows from the book right into the reader. Downham doesn't shy away from a single taboo . . . Jenny Downham has written about a life that burned brightly and in doing so, given us the life-affirming impulse to make ours burn brightly too
—— thebookbag.co.ukA hugely life affirming story. It tells of the simple, everyday things that can bring such joy, pleasure and humour to the experience of living, as well as the anger, frustration and deep sadness that may be felt. Without wanting to sound clichéd, it reminded me that the one certain thing in life is death and that I should make the most of every minute
—— Sarah McCulloch , BBC Five Live, Book of the Month reader reviewIt is the most amazing book I have read for a very long time. Even editors can be moved - and BEFORE I DIE surely did it to me. The voice of this girl is brilliant, the story so well written, I could not stop reading - knowing that there is no happy ending, knowing that only a slow read will give Tessa more time to live...A perfect book about the meaning of life
—— Christian Rohr, BertelsmannI just want to express my thoughts on this book. You told me yesterday that I needed tissues and you were right. In general I do not weep while reading books .... Young adolescents might recognize Tess's last wishes, sex, love, drugs etc., but older readers will be blown away by the story, by her father, her courage etc. ...the first-person narrative is brilliant and proves for me she is a literary writer with a longer career than this novel
—— Martijn David, Mouria, NetherlandsI want to tell you again how happy and proud I am to publish this very original, and well crafted novel, the first work by a talented writer bound to join the literary circle of the greatest
—— Sylvie Audoly, Plon, FranceIt's sad, but funny too and ultimately heart-warming. It makes you realise just how precious life is.
—— Newcastle Upon Tyne Evening ChronicleHow she and those around her cope with living and dying is beautifully and movingly described in this stunning debut novel
—— Julia Eccleshare , The Guardian...an uplifting experience
—— Shami Chakrabarti , The TimesJenny Downham has created a truly remarkable book that sparkles with a zest for life and is heartbreaking in it's deepest sense. It is written with an immediacy and urgency that pulses with energy and poetic intensity
—— Benjamin Scott , Eastern Daily PressThis is a marvellous novel for teens, but just as much of a tear jerker for adults too.
—— Independent on SundayUltimately the book is life-affirming and uplifting.
—— JUNOBefore I Die manages to avoid sentimentality whilst remaining desperately sad and is guarenteed to leave you reading the last few pages through eyes full of tears
—— York News and TimesAn affecting and brave novel. Tessa is such a rich character.
—— GuardianIt fills you with the urge to live every moment as if it were your last
—— NowWhat could easily have been a teenage teer jerker is a moving and heart-wrenching story that will have you pleading for a miracle of Hollywood proportions.
—— The IndependentIncredibly inspiring, uplifting and life-affirming.
—— ExeposeEmotional and painful but also really beautiful
—— Dakota FanningAn honest and open account of a subject matter that’s not easy to talk about, it’s heart-wrenching and thought-provoking, yet beautiful and uplifting too. Its ending is truly breathtaking.
—— Nikki Ann , Notes of Life